inside my head

I watched this movie

SaraKate — Wed, 29 Sep 2010 17:02:13 +0000

A few days ago I watched Easy A. I found that as I sat through the movie I enjoyed it. The movie was funny and different from some other chick flicks I have watched recently. But after the movie ended and I let it sit in my mind, I found that I felt extremely uneasy about it. I still cannot figure out why I felt this way, but I am hoping I can figure it out soon.

neat conversation starters

SaraKate — Mon, 12 Jul 2010 23:11:21 +0000

What’s your favorite Dr. Seuss book?
If you could live in any home on a television series, what would it be?
What’s the longest you’ve gone without sleep?
What’s your favorite Barry Manilow song?
Who’s your favorite Muppet?
What’s the habit you’re proudest of breaking?
What’s your favorite Web site?
What’s your favorite school supply?
Who’s your favorite TV attorney?
What was your most recent trip of more than 50 miles?
What’s the best bargain you’ve ever found at a garage sale or thrift store?
Where were you on September 11, 2001?
What’s your favorite tree?
What’s the most interesting biography you’ve read?
What do you order when you eat Chinese food?
What’s the best costume you’ve ever worn?
What’s your least favorite word?
If you had to be named after one of the 50 states, which would it be?
Who’s your favorite Care Bear?
Describe something that’s happened to you for which you have no explanation.
If you could travel anywhere in Africa, where would it be?
What did you have for lunch yesterday?
Where do you go for advice?
Which do you use more often, the dictionary or the thesaurus?
Have you ever been snorkeling? Scuba diving?
Have you ever been stung by a bee?
What’s the sickest you’ve ever been?
What’s your favorite form of exercise?
What’s your favorite Cyndi Lauper song?
What did you do for your 13th birthday?
Are you afaid of heights?
Have you ever taken dance lessons?
What’s your favorite newspaper?
What’s your favorite Broadway musical?
What’s the most memorable class you’ve ever taken?
What’s your favorite knock-knock joke?
What’s your favorite commercial?
If you could go to Disney World with any celebrity alive today, who would it be?
Do you prefer baths or showers?
Does your chewing gum lose its flavor on the bedpost overnight?
What’s your favorite breakfast food?
Who’s your favarite game show host?
If you could have a super power, what would it be?
Do you like guacamole?
Have you ever been in a food fight?
Name five songs to which you know all the lyrics. (Better yet, sing them.)
What’s your favorite infomercial?
What’s the longest you’ve ever waited in line?
What’s on the cover of your address book or day planner?
Have you ever taken a picture in one of those little booths?

SaraKate — Wed, 09 Jun 2010 04:30:34 +0000

what is love?

what is pain?

i need something resembling a career…

SaraKate — Sun, 06 Jun 2010 05:51:51 +0000

and i don’t know what that will be yet. but i know that it will involve helping people, mainly young people. and i know that i have to write this book. i don’t care if it will ever be published, but i have to write. i have to get these thoughts out. there isn’t enough space on facebook or this blog to get it all out. and there is just something about setting out to write a book. i can’t wait to start. there have been so many thought swirling through my head since i broke up with my ex. and even though some thoughts are sad or regretful, most are either happy or hopeful. here’s to happy summer writing

Reflecting

SaraKate — Fri, 04 Jun 2010 01:45:18 +0000

I just realized that I keep trying to start over… And that is not the mindset that I should proceed. Because we are not meant to start over, we don’t get to start life over again. I cannot start over, merely continue on from where I am but using my past to make my future better than it could have been before. Now that I have this knowledge, it will help me proceed with life. And I have hope in Christ that surpassed all knowledge and understanding. With His love and help, I know my life will be beautiful.

I finally decided on my first tattoo. I can’t wait to finally get it! As soon as I pay back my parents and pay for stuff for my vehicle then I can get it! I know many people will not be thrilled with my decision, however I am complelty at peace with my decision. I do not believe that having a tattoo is against anything in the Bible. I am not trying to fit in to the popular crowd or anything like that. This tattoo will represent something to me, it won’t just be ‘just for the heck of it’ or for the sake of having one. I truely believe that I will not regret this either.

So much more to say…. But it will have to wait until another time….

a list of emotions.

SaraKate — Wed, 02 Jun 2010 23:00:05 +0000

Intensity of Feelings	HAPPY	SAD	ANGRY	CONFUSED
High	Elated Excited Overjoyed Thrilled Exuberant Ecstatic Fired up Delighted	Depressed Disappointed Alone Hurt Left out Dejected Hopeless Sorrowful Crushed	Furious Enraged Outraged Aggrivated Irate Seething	Bewildered Trapped Troubled Desperate Lost
Medium	Cheerful Up Good Relieved Satisfied Contented	Heartbroken Down Upset Distressed Regret	Upset Mad Annoyed Frustrated Agitated Hot Disgusted	Disorganized Foggy Misplaced Disoriented Mixed up
Mild	Glad Content Satisfied Pleasant Fine Mellow Pleased	Unhappy Moody Blue Sorry Lost Bad Dissatisfied	Perturbed Uptight Dismayed Put out Irritated Touchy	Unsure Puzzled Bothered Uncomfortable Undecided Baffled Perplexed

Intensity of Feelings	AFRAID	WEAK	STRONG	GUILTY
High	Terrified Horrified Scared stiff Petrified Fearful Panicky	Helpless Hopeless Beat Overwhelmed Impotent Small Exhausted Drained	Powerful Aggressive Gung ho Potent Super Forceful Proud Determined	Sorrowful Remorseful Ashamed Unworthy Worthless
Medium	Scared Frightened Threatened Insecure Uneasy Shocked	Dependent Incapable Lifeless Tired Rundown Lazy Insecure Shy	Energetic Capable Confident Persuasive Sure	Sorry Lowdown Sneaky
Mild	Apprehensive Nervous Worried Timid Unsure Anxious	Unsatisfied Under par Shaky Unsure Soft Lethargic Inadequate	Secure Durable Adequate Able Capable	Embarrassed

i think

SaraKate — Fri, 09 Apr 2010 15:34:52 +0000

it is time to start blogging again. i can’t keep everything in. and i’m so good at doing that too. and i know i need change, but i have to rely on God for that. cause when i rely upon myself, i always fail.

stress

SaraKate — Thu, 10 Dec 2009 21:37:01 +0000

its consuming my life now. i keep trying to find ways to destress and it just keeps getting me even more stressed. But now i think i found a way to get a decent job. i’m going to work my way to a manager at Chipotle and try to find a part time job at in a law office. that is my plan for the next semester and the summer. and depending on how it all goes then i’ll either stick to that for a while or if i have a decent amount of money saved up then i’ll go back to school. but for now i’m not going to make any solid plans except for that. i’m tired of making plans and failing. so here goes nothin…

help

SaraKate — Mon, 30 Nov 2009 20:24:42 +0000

i’m starting to think i can’t do this. i try and try and i can never seem to get it.

100 questions to ask your girlfriend

SaraKate — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 02:26:38 +0000

1. What was your best job?

2. What were your worst jobs?

3. Tell me all the places you worked

4. Tell me about your best friend

5. Tell me about your family

6. Tell me about your relatives

7. What was your first car?

8. Favorite movie star?

9. Favorite entertainer?

10. Favorite song?

11. What were your life changing moments?

12. First girlfriend/boyfriend?

13. First kiss?

14. What is the dumbest thing you have ever done?

15. Have you ever been arrested?

16. Political affiliation?

17. Have you voted for someone you wished you hadn’t?

18. Have you used drugs?

19. Do you like to shop?

20. Best way to relax?

21. Favorite thing to do alone?

22. Ever had a one night stand?

23. Do you save money?

24. What hobbies to you spend money on?

25. If you found a $100 what would you do?

26. Do you want children/more children?

27. Are you a good parent?

28. What makes a good parent?

29. Are you romantic?

30. Ever loose a pet?

31. Dog or cat?

32. Pets growing up?

33. Sleep in the nude?

34. Favorite midnight snack?

35. Do you exercise?

36. Did you ever see your parents making love?

37. Peanut butter and what?

38. What is one food you will never give up?

39. What is a food you can live without?

40. Favorite drink?

41. Perfect day?

42. How many cds do you own?

43. How many dvds to you own?

44. Favorite thing to spend money on?

45. What is the weirdest thing about you?

46. What is on your bedside table?

47. Are you cheap or thrifty?

48. Ever been in love with 2 people at the same time?

49. Grades in high school?

50. Favorite teacher?

51. Relatives in jail?

52. Toppings on pizza?

53. Black or white?

54. Glass half full or half empty?

55. Ever been to a food shelf?

56. Ever milked a cow?

57. Ever tipped a cow?

58. Bath or shower?

59. Mountains or the beach?

60. Plane, train or automobile?

61. Favorite all time movie?

62. Worse movie you have ever seen?

63. Best concert you have been to?

64. Beer, wine or coffee?

65. Best vacation?

66. If you could retire tomorrow what would you do?

67. Worse vacation?

68. Three places you would love to visit?

69. Worse boss?

70. If you could do anything what would it be?

71. Super powers you wish you had?

72. Ever had a massage?

73. Ideal romantic dinner?

74. Dumbest purchase you ever made?

75. Where did you find money when you were flat broke?

76. Ever sold blood?

77. What sporting event/concert/entertainment would you buy tickets to regardless of price?

78. Ever hit a jackpot on a slot machine?

79. Ever won the lottery?

80. What would you do with your lottery winnings?

81. Are you a neat freak?

82. Can’t stand being around people who_________?

83. Crowds or small groups?

84. How old do you want to live to?

85. Loose your sight or hearing?

86. Ever had a crush on a member of the same sex?

87. Pet peeves?

88. Most annoying habit?

89. Sexiest parts of a member of the opposite sex?

90. Major turn offs?

91. Tattoos?

93. Piercings?

94. Plastic surgery–would you/have you?

95. Computer geek?

96. Trekee?

97. Play an instrument?

98. Been in a band?

99. Most embarrassing moment?

100. Nude beach yes or no?